love.guilt.pleasure.rage

happy. sad. mad. content. gloomy. It’s none of those. That’s a pretty decent variety of emotions and yet I can’t say, I feel exactly one of them. Maybe I can say that I feel all of them at the same time— intense. If you can’t place your finger around the problem, how are you expected to solve the problem. Is it forever going to linger around, as you push it to the side, and ignore it. There are some problems that we never want to face. We deal with them as they come, get upset over them, cry over them and then forget them until they come back into our lives. Is this the healthy way to go about it?

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It’s terrible when you are faced with the dilemma of saying something, or just keeping it to yourself. Will I regret it a few years down the line? I might. Is it better to regret it later, or now? When is it the right time to speak. I feel that time is a huge factor in any type of relationship. If you wait too long it might be too late, but if you speak now, it might just be too soon. Is there a balance? Who decides the right timing? Is it something you feel? Do you get to the point where you have had enough and you pay no regards to timing? This is something I must master.